exam-minded head

Yesterday and the day before yesterday, I awoke with the same dream theme: examinations. Crazy, I say. Am I that freak out about UN?
This week is quite tiring with UN try out on Monday to Wednesday, but the long weekend is great, even though I don't go out of town or something. Some of TO results had been printed, and mine is quite satisfying.

Jujur, gw rada sebel sama temen" gw yang masiiiih aja nyontek pas TO gini. Pity, you lose a chance to know your capacity. Call me a hypocrite. No offense, tapiii... Ya gitu deh. Gw sendiri juga nanya-nanya pas biologi, dan setelah gw pikir-pikir rugi juga...

Anyway by the way, tadi gw jalan menggunakan mobil. Again, I saw beggars and sellers on the street. Gw bingung aja, tukang jualan itu kan udah usaha, sayangnya aja barang jualannyakurang diminati, tapi tadi nyokap gw malah ngasih ke ibu-ibu pengemis gitu. Maksud gw di sini, ironis banget kan, yang udah usaha malah ga dapet uang, yang cuma minta-minta malah dapet... Bayangin aja kalo semua pedagang asongan itu berpindah jadi pengemis, kayak gimana coba??

Oh ya... Baru-baru ini gw tes NTU di Kanisius Menteng. Gilaa, yang senasib seperjuangan sama gw+dita+ihsan itu sipit dan putih semua. Astaga. Udah gitu soalnya astaghfirullah bgt, minta digatak. Complex number, Argand diagram, and all. Lupa rumus pula. Gw emang ga belajar keras buat ini, tapi buat ugm-un-spmb harus!

Belakangan ini gw lagi suka jazz, yg rada-rada funk macam Ari, Andezzz. Anyone has Parkdrive? Mau dong gw. Dan yang punya jazz kayak gini, whoever the singer is, bagi-bagi gw ya ;)

upcoming schedule:
study study study!

off people.